windstruck
Nope. The wind didn't strike me. It's that romantic comedy by the Koreans who brought you my sassy girl. It bound to make your tears flow if you're into romance and stuff. To admit, i almost cried(i'm a new age sensitive guy! haha)but due to the unrealistic-lity i didn't. But all guys should go watch with their girlfriend. Not to mention i was in a middle of a sobbing orchestra! Too bad i didn't get to watch with...
Oh. I didn't not even have a glimpse! And the best thing. My buddy got all of it! GOSH! I felt so disappointed and stupid! My buddy even suggested me to stay with him and i shoulda done that! Two days in a row. Well, obviously it's not in God's book of meetings. Now it's another week.
Flowers dancing on the wings of wind
Dazzling brightly and brilliantly beam
Warming their petals in the sun
Chasing away the cold nightly breeze
Each breathe was with gladness of heart
Swaying in graceful dance and songs
For they know in just a little while
They will be no more
Day by day and night by night
The air began to chill
Grass withered and river freezed
As the sun withdraws it's hand of healing
The flowers each had a thought
AS they gently fall to waste
When will they dance again
In the heat of summer's grace
By Alvin..
woohooo!
I'm Back! hehe... it's a week of good news. Though i'm still waiting for some other good news but at least this week i've got some so it's pretty delightful.
First, i've got posted As a signaler in the Air force. Well, it's better than going to be combat medics. Secondly i got my pes status! woohoo!
Now all i wish for is to be able to get into film unit. All other obstacles have been cleared and now it's for the final burst of fire (though i completely have no control over the decision to go there).
Thirdly. After Half a year of waiting, i finally got my Diploma YesterDAy. Saw a lot of lecturers that i've not seen for a long while. Did some catching up with friends and stuff.
Times flies whenever you're enjoying doesn't it. I can't believe a day is gone just like that. But time always seem to be so slow in camp. My friend once pass this comment; "Army just makes you stupid". I have no idea why he said that but it seems to make some sense about all that "time going slow thingy". hehe. Pure sense of crap.
FOr now, i'm Just praying hard to get into film unit. I've waited for 1 week and this day has cometh~
"Faith is the esscence of things hope for. Evidence of things unseen"
Glimpse
A Glimpse of something good. Too bad it happen once a week. If it's within God's book of meetings.
Anyway, i've got a new posting. Going to Signals on thurs. Have to bring all the barang barang back. sigh. Went for my Mri. It's so so comfortable!~ i actually fell asleep without knowing it! The bed and the blanket so comfy. Plus they gave me a pair headphones and play the choice of radio station.
Went to catch japanese story. Humph. Sad story it is. Also dunno what to comment on it. It's sort of a story that will hardly happen; at least to me it seems that way.
Enjoying 8-5 status for a while and it sure feels good. But not good enuff. I really wanna do something that makes life more meaningful. Film unit or photography is something i'm trying super super super duper hard to try to get into it. Tell me, wouldn't anyone want to do the things they like?
Next time to blog will be the next time i find a computer to use. My computer will be down for a long while. Til Then!
forgetful me
My cousin complained that i don't have a tagboard so i went to subscribe one. And now i forgot the website that i subscribe to. Crap! Anyway it's another heart wrenching week for me this week.
Shit happens.
Well, let's start from fri. All my friends passed out to various unit and some (unfortunate ones) stayed back for another 12 weeks of crap training. I finally got my medical board and now i'm waiting for good news. Have to go for an MRI scan too. So that's the happy part. But since balance is the key to life, bad part is inevitable then. I thought i would go back on friday but guess what.. i was awarded with 2 guard duty for my hardworkingness. cool eh! :( Was so very pissed. This brings back a thought. Since young, we indulged ourselves in cartoon like HE-man, MAsk, Ninja turtles. ALright alright, i'll name some newer ones. X-men, spiderman etc. All these have one thing in common. Which is that these heroes fight for justice. And deep in my heart i wish i could be like them. Fighting all the bad guys and kicking the arse out of them. So cartoon kinda taught us a moral value about life that we should be upholding.
But in the world i'm in now, there's no heroes like that. NO one that swings by or fly back and kick the arse of those people who don't have good moral system in their lives. The only person who you can rely on is pretty much yourself. Our strength are limited and sometimes we fall into traps and get stuck there. How i wish Someone could uphold justice like these superheroes.
Life is fragile. Encountered a story that makes me feel that point alot more. How short our life is. Came across this saying(a poster which happen to be in a bunk opposite mine)"life is short so do things worth the effort. DO things that you like" Or something of that sort. Why in the living world should i see that in the army?! It's a huge contradiction ain't it? If i should follow this quote, i shouldn't be where i'm at now.
Saw my buddy who just enlisted on wednesday. hehe FIRST to see him botak! haha.. well, seeing him only reminds me when i'm in BMT. Hope he don't miss his girlie too much and vice versa. A painful situation to be in. IF you're much in love that is :) ( which they are!) alrighty. MOre in the next episode!
pig!
Kaoz... i can't believe how much i slept today! Til i got headache now! hehe.. anyway, Had a long weekend coz last saturday got section live firing(ns stuff). The visit to Chervon was nonsense la. The live band there makes me wanna jump off the buliding. I had more fun playing photo hunt and arcade with my SGTs then being at the Zes disco(wat a name for a disco right!)
Not too mention the weird feeling of being there. I actually felt more comfortable with the closer sgts then with my section mates. It's not obvious but you sure can feel the discrimination and alienation of one that doesn't go thru all the shit together.
Maybe they think that i'm weak. That i can't endure the training. Well, it's not i can't. It's because i don't WANT to.
For me, there's no point to work so hard to get that rank. I'm not going to discuss the bad points and stuff here since it doesn't make a difference. You all think what you all want. I really can't be bothered by it. Who knows me better than me? (besides God)
I think i forget to mention this outing i had with my secondary sch friends... been such a long time since we had such a good laugh(rather i had a good laugh)together... Well, my good friend is enlisting on wed. All the best man... enjoy your time.. poly batch should be more fun!
Oh.. i watched harry pothead on thurs evening. Woah. I have to admit this one is alot alot better than the previous two.. It's darker and more mature. Soon, i have to head back to camp. Suxs man.
fav.song
Hoobastank - The REason
I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear
I've found a resaon for me
I like this song so much... heard it numerous time but it's not getting to me yet! The lyric is so sad... Though it doesn't apply to me.. but the sensitive me(:P) can just feel the pain! sobs...
Zaitochi rULEZ~
Woah hoo! SAMURAIS rules! haha... Kill bill is like a joke compared to this man! Kitano had just scored another point! Too bad it's going off screen sooon or not i'll catch it again. Makes me wanna go take Japanese lessons and resume my aikido class ASAP!
IF you think it's something like THE LAST SAMURAI(for those don't know the works of Kitano) well, it's not. Though it's not so grand but it doen't mean it's nowhere near it. In fact it beats it hands down! After watching it i realised another thing that i seldom notice. A samurai fight do not last very long like those chinese swordplay we always see on tv. The different on whether you're died or not is how fast you draw your sword and how you can anticipate the moves of your enemy. It's a split second fight. One full blow of a samurai sword is all that takes to claim your life. The edges of it sword is ever sharp. Oh did i mention Zaitochi is a blind samurai? heh heh
After Zaitochi i went to watch Day after Tmr... Aiyoyo... The graphics so real man. All the money went into 3d effects... Whew! i think i can be a millionaire if i have all that money in my bank! It's quite believable ar... quite a thrill to watch all that to unfold in front of your eyes...
TWO shows one day! alot of money right? coz i cannot come out to spend ma! hehe... Japanese story and shrek 2 is the next two that i wanna see man. And i missed 50 first dateS! sigh. it's ok.. not like i'm gonna have any date soon. hehehe. LAme ass shit. humph... couldn't make it to see my friend perform just now. would like to see all the finalist for the talent time man. But just couldn't reach in time.
a blessing or..?
Back for the vesak DAy holiday! I promised myself i'm gonna watch Zaitochi lTR! I'll write my reviews about it ltr. But since i'm such a fan of samurai... you probably guess how the review is gonnna be like anyway.
Lighting flashing every 2-3mins now. IS it gonna be the day after tmr!??!(lame.. it happens sometimes :P) anyway, the reason of the title for this post goes like this. I've been hoping day and night to go to SISPEC Hq so that i can get a 8-5 job. Which gives me time for myself and do the things i like. But well oh well, My dreams been dashed just right before i came back. I'm staying in my COmpany office til the course is over. Til i see all my friends get their corporal Rank.
I'm not hard up for the rank coz i seriously don't think rank matters. So many pple who has higher rank, attitude sucks like a vacumm cleaner(just that at least a vacumm cleaner got more use).Use their authority to make their life easier and to threaten trainees and stuff. Sick of it already. Power can really get to the minds of people so much it changes them completely.Sigh. Sad fact of life. Imagine spiderman's load! With great powers come great responsibility. But wait. Ain't the army suppose to turn boys into meN? humph.
To compensate and probably to make those staying back feel better, we have a day off. Humph... whatever la. Who know it might just be a blessing. I keep my fingers crossed! God's Good.
:)
