Thursday, October 07, 2004

i'm officially an adult on 1st OCt

I guess the title would have blow all questions away. YES. 21!

Well, i had a good time spending my bday with my pals from secondary school! Had a assumptous hawker meal(i'm not complaining) and a very long sing along session at the Box with a "k".

Laoying, his beloved girlfriend, alvin (Choo) and his beloved girlfriend,( OPS~! it's girl-friend. Don't get no wrong ideas peeps) gave me a vally nice watch! Amazing. Still getting used to wearing a watch though. HAven been wearing one for at least a year or so. mama.. i miss those happy times. Coz most of my time now are pretty disturbed.

those who know how much i was whinning about being in sispec. I'm sorry. I was wrong. I miss those days with all my buddies man. I miss 18Da. Don't really miss BMT cos i was pretty treated like an dog. But i miss the fellowship though. NOW. i feel like i'm back to BMT or worse off. BMT was better coz i was not the only one suffering. Here. now. I am. I thought i would be happy doing something i like in the army. Well, i like the job. But my *#$!#(%&$ superior is driving me nuts. My lack of tolerance for unreasonable people is tested heavily now. I'm up to the brink now. If i snap. PLease try to help me recall all the good things that happened in my life.

It's like being in a place where everyone is watching you suffer but noone is gonna help you. TO keep their hands clean and also not to get into unnesscesary trouble. ARgh... GOD! i need somebody. Help. Just anybody. Help. oh pleaseeeeeeee...

Sounds awfully famaliar eh? bettles. yeah. sigh. Life is indeed a roller coaster. Thank you for mentioning that to me Mr Keating. well well, my aunt would say "Life is not a bed of roses." Even if it is, roses have thorns! But, the most vital and fundamental of life isn't it to make your life better? If it's not then why wok so hard for money to satisfy your physical needs? starve. Don't eat. Coz when you're full you're be comfortable. If life's not suppose to be good, i don't see no point living it. You wanna beg, don't bath for days(i tried it. 7 days straight mind you)and see it as the best way to live life? go ahead.

oh oh.. we need to meet the basic needs of life. We need to eat and drink. ANd i tell you. We need to be merry more than all. We need to be happy with our life to live our life to the fullest. We need to find a job that we like to work. We need to find someone we love to marry. WE NEED TO BE HAPPY! if life ain't bout making your life a bed of roses. OR to make someone's life a bed of roses, i don't know wat is.

Think think think about it.

Well, i saw this flash presentation. it's about a guy having a interview with God. The question asked is... What do u find the most interesting about humankind?
How man rush to grow up and when they're grown up they wanna be a kid again. how true eh?