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kiss goodbye

I just felt this is a very nice song!
No special meaning. Just like it :D

wong lee hong - kiss gdbye

posted by Alvin Lim @ 12:45 PM 0 Comments

it most havee felt like crap!

I was on my way to cell group today.
Just when i was at the entry floor of my member's place
i saw this dramatic scene.

This guy, with a bag on one hand leaving the condo.
I kinda hear a female voice in a last desperate attempt
Guy just walked on with a i cannot be bother face.
Girl with a cannot believe and despair look

Guy walked by me and past me
Leave the sight of her alone at the pouch.
She saw that i observed something wrong.
Turn around and cover her mouth and walk away

Then as i enter the lift area,
i heard pretty loud sobbing.
So my speculation was pretty right.
You would have guess.
it most have felt like crap!

Anyway, Today's cg was different from usual
I think we're ready to multiply.
Sister huijun, You've done a great job!
Shuzhen, you're gonna be a great leader, press on!
Future is ever brighter as day goes!
Rena, you also! Press on! you can be all that you wanna be.
Leave everything to God and look ahead! the Harvest in white!
Not just in soul winning but in the market place.
Sotong! haha.. you alsoo.. you will be a great leader!
stay the course, Delight in the Lord!
Students, shine in your studies! :D

ok.. sleepy liao. got to work tmr..
yawns.. nite everyone!
Get ready for the biggest explosion in your lives!

posted by Alvin Lim @ 11:22 PM 0 Comments

Revelation sealed in hot iron

I woke again this morning
like most other morning
but yet not quite.

My sleepy eyes crawled to awakening
fighting not to succumb to more sleep
as i lay sight on mum sound asleep

i have been sharing room with my parents
since the young age of 4 plus 9
Downgraded from 4 rooms to 3
nesting in the 'conditioned air' room

Next came my older brothers,
age in differences, 6 and 8
i thought to myself why
the presence of the gap

Was i conceived due to negligence
in the heat of passion
did my parents needed a break
or was i even in their mind?

Then loud as a cannon
i heard this in my spirit.

Jeremiah 1:5 (New King James Version)

“ Before I formed you in the womb I knew you;
Before you were born I sanctified you;
I ordained you a prophet to the nations.”
(New King James Version (NKJV)
Copyright © 1982 by Thomas Nelson, Inc.)


Conception does not start in the womb.
Conception starts in the mind of God.
Once again, i was so affirmed by HIs love;

Deeper than the depth of the oceans
Higher than the height of the heavens.
I was in His mind!
I am in His mind!

Have you been hot pursuing
someone of your dream,
someone you love very much?
Even if the person rejects
your love, you continue to love
her despite it?
so much so that you're willing
to die for her anytime it requires
of you to do it?
If you have (i have and still am),
multiply it by
another thousand times.
That's the love that Christ pursue
us with. Love everlasting.
Whether we accept or not,
quietly He waits, gently knocks
on the doors of our heart;
it's up to you to respond.

Revelation 3:20 (New King James Version)
"Behold, I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears My voice and opens the door, I will come in to him and dine with him, and he with Me."
(New King James Version (NKJV)
Copyright © 1982 by Thomas Nelson, Inc.)

posted by Alvin Lim @ 12:01 PM 0 Comments

one of my fav song.

lyrics

When you try your best but you don’t succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can’t sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can’t replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you’re too in love to let it go
But if you never try you’ll never know
Just what you’re worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And i…
Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And i…

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

posted by Alvin Lim @ 10:47 PM 0 Comments

'blogger' shutdown

I'm having a what i call 'blogger' shutdown.

What's that many will ask.

It's very simple.

It's an condition where 'bloggers' gradually find blogging too troublesome; each time they reach the entry, they don't know what to write or don't feel like writing (typing if you like). It's an electronic emotional shutdown.

I've explain myself. haha. For my seemingly lacking entries for the past couple of months. If anyone is reading this anyway.

Anyway, challenges for me are up. Emotionally, physically, mentally, financially, futuristically and spiritually.

Spiritually i'm doing fine. Just wanna snuggle closer to God. SOT next year too!
Physically i have the challenge to separate the united nations above my navel.
Mentally i need to expand in knowledge. Think different. Change certain mindset.
Financially i need/want to be richer. Cash flow will not be a problem. Now, then again. Who wouldn't want that?
Futuristically (there is such a word), a BFA,interesting and good job oppotunities, peace, proserity and progress for our nation.haha.
Emotionally. humph. wait a min. I'm suppose to be suffering from 'blogger' shutdown.
well, all i can say is that i'm STILL deeply in lovee.
What can i say more?

I was just thinking the other day.
God gave all of us an imaginative mind.
and God bless me with this gift.
But i realised that there's something that i can't imagine.

I can't imagine my life without God.

posted by Alvin Lim @ 11:33 AM 0 Comments

soul quiz

What Your Soul Really Looks Like

You are quite expressive and thoughtful. You see the world in a way that others are blind to. You are a grounded person, but you also leave room for imagination and dreams. You feet may be on the ground, but you're head is in the clouds. You believe that people see you as larger than life and important. While this is true, they also think you're a bit full of yourself. Your near future is likely to be filled with great successes and accomplishments. You just need to figure out how to get there. For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust.

posted by Alvin Lim @ 12:02 PM 0 Comments

love

Love covers a multitude of sins.

I was just thinking, how do two person fall helplessly in love with each other?

Someone told me, because love is blind.

Someone else told me, marriage is an eye opener.

There's two side to a coin.

Love is blind, yes.
It makes you so blind to the faults and mistakes your darling have and made.

Marriage is an eye opener, yes.
It opens your eyes to who your spouse really am.
There's no more veil in between the man and the woman.

The difference now, is for you to choose, to continue to love all that your spouse is
or be condesending to her behaviour or who is she, trying to live with your 'mistake' that
you're so blind while in love.

posted by Alvin Lim @ 11:28 AM 0 Comments