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hell week!

*breathes in deep* AIR OF FREEDOM! For at least a few hours... going back to camp tonight! sigh... well, this week is full of crap once more. And i swear if i'm a samurai still in it's gloriest days, i would have chop off a few heads by now!

Exercise Grandslam. I'm expected to stay outfield on the first day so as to maine the communication set. well, i did... and SUPPOSELY it's a fair share of work. I had to go out AGAIN on the last night of the excerise although I'M NOT SUPPOSED to be. The contributing factors includes selfishness and selfishness. GOD i hate this word. I dropped a biggest obvious(like how the atomic is dropped; which means super obvious!)hint(rather sacastic remake) to one of these guy about his behaviour which is pretty wrong. He knows it and yet... sigh. He must have thank God that my sword is not by my side and the fact that samurais were now a thing of the past.

Seriously, i have not seen someone like that in my whole entire life. Ns will make you a man! righto... well, if that's consider a man, i'll already a man when i was born! Well at least the saying that "you'll meet people of all sorts in NS" is fulfilled.
I'm not critising this person because of his looks(though.. nvm) but rather his attitude. Having pleasure for himself at the expense of others! And not to say shunning responsible because of comfort. And NOT to say being fair to one another. What make my blood boils is that he still complained about another guy(who is also one of the guy who i would chop the thing on his shoulder off)about him being unfair. HELLO. PLs judge yourself before you judge others. That applies to me. I daresay this cause i've done my part. But i'm not passing judgement coz who am i to judge. I'm bascially fenting my anger. One motivating factor that spark the "writing" me(i'm not a "writing" person... if you know what i mean)

Ahhh... feel much better already. Ohh... did i mention i attended a blood donation drive solely organised by the freeeeaaaaaakiiinnggg mosquitos at PAsir Leba CAMP! Goodness racious me. Being a REsponsible Sentry Guard(ahem.. heh heh) i had to stay at a gate to prevent people or vehicles to go thru, accessing the live range. I started at 6aM and stayed there all the way to 1245am! In the morning it was still alright. Saw squrriel playing on the trees and the nice break of dawn. But That's jus the beginning. AFter that... i was basically a guard cum food. My partner and me got so bored that we played senseless games.After that, we started jumping around in a futile attempt to keep those darn bloodsuckers away from us. I lost count of how many i've killed(ops). Then night came. More and more suckers joined in the killing. I've never been so irritated in my whole life(fine.. except for the person i mentioned above). If we had more hairs on our head, we'll probably have the hairstyle of zidane. WEll, Edurance is not an easy word to embrace but all things have to come to an end. So it ended at 1245am. I got back to camp at 335am and slept til 530am so as to get ready to go home. Home never felt so good.

Just got the date for my graduation/cert collecting day. Can't wait for that day to come. And i HOPE that i'll be able to go HQ and get into TDS! darn. a blink of a eye and i'll be back at camp. how cool is that! :|

posted by Alvin Lim @ 9:48 AM